Coz the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly
I don usually blog like this nor i blog anymore , but i have no one to talk to and this is my only means to express my phucked up feelings inside. Have u ever feel , when the one u love walked pass your heart skips a beat , but just to feel a sinking feeling when u saw them with their other half?
Do u have someone in your heart that u thought u have completely forgotten about re-surfaces on facebook and u checked their relationship status it says in a relationship ? And after u found out who that person was, u view their profile ?
Yes i honestly think that i have totally forgotten about her .
I thought i can live my life without her ,After all i've been through ,
She hit me so hard 2 years ago ,
I can still hear the ring in my ears,
That big massive chunk of heart that she ripped out of my chest,
That feeling of being in total emptiness without her,
Its cold....
Its dark...
This depressing feeling is taking a toll ,
I live through that everyday and through out the night ,
I bit my lips and close my eyes ,
Prayed my heart out as hard as i might ,
God please take this pain away from me ,
Help close my eyes when you are in sight,
Because every time i see you ,
I see you with another me ,
I tried to run , i tried to hide,
I scream in pain to no avail ,
I slit my wrist i drunk myself,
I pop a pill i go to sleep ,
I wake up bloody,
And very disheveled,
I tried going out with another you,
I thought that might help
Stop thinking about you
She left me too,
She question me ,
I answer no when she talk bout you
I lied so hard , i denied it all
Not to her but to myself,
It was a stupid move ,
Now i look like a fool,
My old scars is resurfacing ,
Its bad and its menacing,
After what you wrote on facebook ,
It hurt me so badly
My heart felt heavy
I cant deny nor can I run ,
I cant lie ,
I feel numb ,
When will we ever meet again,
This question i shall ask ,
Because i sincerely hope
Its my fingers that fits perfectly in the spaces in between your fingers ,
And not just the other loser singaporean version me.
Do u have someone in your heart that u thought u have completely forgotten about re-surfaces on facebook and u checked their relationship status it says in a relationship ? And after u found out who that person was, u view their profile ?
Yes i honestly think that i have totally forgotten about her .
I thought i can live my life without her ,After all i've been through ,
She hit me so hard 2 years ago ,
I can still hear the ring in my ears,
That big massive chunk of heart that she ripped out of my chest,
That feeling of being in total emptiness without her,
Its cold....
Its dark...
This depressing feeling is taking a toll ,
I live through that everyday and through out the night ,
I bit my lips and close my eyes ,
Prayed my heart out as hard as i might ,
God please take this pain away from me ,
Help close my eyes when you are in sight,
Because every time i see you ,
I see you with another me ,
I tried to run , i tried to hide,
I scream in pain to no avail ,
I slit my wrist i drunk myself,
I pop a pill i go to sleep ,
I wake up bloody,
And very disheveled,
I tried going out with another you,
I thought that might help
Stop thinking about you
She left me too,
She question me ,
I answer no when she talk bout you
I lied so hard , i denied it all
Not to her but to myself,
It was a stupid move ,
Now i look like a fool,
My old scars is resurfacing ,
Its bad and its menacing,
After what you wrote on facebook ,
It hurt me so badly
My heart felt heavy
I cant deny nor can I run ,
I cant lie ,
I feel numb ,
When will we ever meet again,
This question i shall ask ,
Because i sincerely hope
Its my fingers that fits perfectly in the spaces in between your fingers ,
And not just the other loser singaporean version me.
